Vampires emerged as terrifying creatures in folk tales hundreds years ago. For a long period, people believe in the existence of vampires who are the walking undead, “devour human beings” at night. (Oinas, 433) However, in recent years, the image of vampires changed dramatically in modern literature and media. They are endowed with human characteristics. They display “thoughts, feelings, fears, hope, dream and infinite sadness” (Fountain 2000).
On the other hand, “several facets of American cultural identity have contributed to the alterations in the makeup of vampire media that have been witnessed in the last twenty-five years. These elements include: secularization in American culture, American fascination with psychoanalysis and self-help, and American gender and sexual politics” (Fountain 2000). More specifically, they become a metaphor of the socially and sexually marginalized.
In this project, I’m trying to explore how to reflect that metaphor of vampires through an avatar, a digital remix and a film. The avatar here is made to represent the marginalized identity of a vampire, Jeen Alter.
About the Avatar
I define my avatar, Jeen Alter, as a marginalized vampire wanderer who belongs to neither human society nor vampire society. He inherited the elegant nature and human emotions from his mentor, Louis (from Anne Rice’s novel Interview with the Vampire), who made him handsome, rebellious, powerful, but solitary and idealistic, haunted by his continuous thinking about the essence of life and death.
Louis, the vampire who created Jeen, was always confused by the meaning of life and the existence of God. He had immortal life but he never enjoyed it. He suffered because he yarned for something he can never get, such as love and hope. They had been taken away from him as the day he became a vampire. After living and suffering for more than one hundred years, he found himself deadly need a companion to make him feel the existence of his life. So Jeen was born.
However, once he made Jeen a vampire, Louis found that he felt even guiltier and cannot afford the suffering from endless life in dark anymore. One morning, he walked to seaside to see the sunrise as the last day before he became a vampire. He ended his life in glorious sunshine and fell asleep forever in flickering flame...
Louis’s death left Jeen a big shock and deep confusion about life. He felt helpless and hopeless living as a vampire. He is no longer accepted by human society, and he does not fit vampires’ society. However, he doesn’t want to evade suffering by suicide as Louis. With the absent of his mentor, he lives independently as a vampire wandering between human world and vampire world. He is the marginalized of the marginalized, the outsider of the outsiders, and the lonely of the lonely. He has no fear because he has nothing to lose. He believes in nothing because he needs no god to shelter him from evil. The only companion he has is the faith in his heart—freedom.

Visual Elements Contained in the Avatar
Name: Jeen Alter
Gender: Male
Age: Above 50
Height: 6 feet 6 inches
Weight: About 110 pounds
I made my avatar so tall and skinny because I am not satisfied with my body and I want to be like that. So I put what I considered as beauty into my avatar.
According to Stevenson’s analysis to the movie Dracula, (Stevenson, 141), whites, red and black are the three theme colors of vampire race. And Jeen Alter is marked as those colors, for example, His waxed teeth and skin, his dyed hair, his necklace and his vest with the drawing of dragon. All of those hint his connection with ancient vampires from whom he got mysterious power.
Armband: Slither– Burgundy on Black
Earring: Slither – White on Sliver
Wristbands: Taoist wristbands
Vest: Dragon – Slither (L) – Leather
Trousers: Mental club night for man
However, on the other hand, his appearance is much different from medieval vampires, since they don’t dye their hair and they don’t wear a vest in this way. His hair style makes him look much like a rebellious young man or a rock singer on his way to a rock & roll concert.
Yes, that is right. I was trying to build a vampire like Lestat from the movie of Queen of the Damned. He broke the fundamental rule of vampires—to staying shadow. He came to the public and become a singer. Although that is not a film of good quality in its narrative, its costume design is really impressive to me. Lestat’s spirit of rebellion and revolution is something this avatar aims to reflect.
On the other hand, graphics of dragon on his vest and the Taoist symbol on his wristbands represent his preference in oriental philosophy and culture. Here I assume that he likes to explore the meaning of life and death in Taoist works.
Most of people saw this avatar reported that he was “feminized,” which has something in common with some criticism to Lestate in Anne Rice’s The Queen of the Damned. However, Rice responds that “I love you because you are so perfectly what is wrong with all things male. Aggressive, full of hate and recklessness, and endlessly eloquent excuses for violence—you are the essence of masculinity.” (Rice, 336) Similarly, I also attempt to build a vampire of real masculinity because I hold the same belief that “male gender identity was the predominant and successful predatory identity in human society.” And that is the reason why I made my avatar male.
Connections with other subprojects
The subprojects aim to represent the identity of the rebellious vampire. The whole project will tell the story of Jeen Alter from his reborn as a vampire the suicide of Louis, his struggling with his identity as a vampire, to the resettlement of his identity. This avatar serves to build up the raw image of Jeen Alter, which would probably be further improved in other visual products.